Tagged: joy

Lent 2018 – 8 March

Revised Common Lectionary Reading: Psalm 107:17-22

A simple thought, but one that goes to the core of my Christian experience. Healing is part of God’s character, part of his “steadfast love” or chesed. Wherever the power called Sin has touched human life with destruction, it is always God’s will to set it right, always God’s will that we sing songs of joy for our deliverance. (Those same songs of joy, it seems, can set others free. This is one of the reasons we still sing this Psalm today!)

As a man who lives with Cerebral Palsy, I know that God wills my healing (and even my cure!) because this is the model I see in the person and ministry of Jesus. And the character and ministry of healing part of the mantle that the Church carries into every age and place.

O faithful, healing God:
Stretch forth your hand to heal,
and to cause your people to minister that healing with joy!
For the sake of Jesus, your Son,
we say: Amen.

On the joy of books.

What brings you joy? What value do you get from reading books?

I was one of the privileged ones: I grew up in a household that owned more than fifty books. By the time I moved away from home, I owned a least a couple hundred of my own. When I won a book-reading contest in second grade after not winning in the first, I was hooked for life.

Books, for me, give many simple joys. I name three for you, here.

Learning. I love ideas. I love debate. I love watching how people use words so that I can do it better, myself. I love knowing just enough to realise that I don’t know much at all. The world–the cosmos, even–is a big place, and that’s exciting.

Beauty. Books can be beautiful. I must admit: at least initially, I judge a book by its cover. Clean lines, intriguing patterns, a brilliant title, or a stunning man will pull me in. But a book will stay with me because I appreciate the beauty of the writing and thinking involved. The writing might be terse (Edmund White, Stephen King). It might be lyrical (Mary Doria Russell). It might be lucid, but also difficult and flappy (NT Wright). But I look for beauty, for resonance, for something that makes my insides sing because the universe is exciting and dangerous and broken and good.

Accomplishment. I own many, many books. I have read huge chunks of many, but many sit on my shelves, waiting for me to absorb them. If I can finish one book and reach for another, I feel a tremendous practical accomplishment. It’s one of the reasons I appreciate a site like Goodreads (notwithstanding its takeover by Amazon): I can challenge myself to keep reading, and also have some sense of my smallness–though there continue to be brilliant books published every day, I will never read more than the tiniest fraction. That’s actually a relief–I can give myself permission to say, “I don’t want to read that,” and feel OK with the decision.

Community Discernment (1)

Particularly in the online world,
gay men who specifically want sexual interaction
without emotional attachment
will often say:
“I’m looking for ‘fun’.”

But why is it, to my ear and eye
(most of the time, at least!),
that there is no sound of joy,
no look of delight,
no sound of laughter,
no twinkling in the eye?

Some men, hearing my opinion,
insist I’ve misunderstood:
Meaningless or no-strings-attached sex,
say they, can encompass all these things.

If this is true, how is the sex meaningless–
can you truly say you enjoyed something meaningless?
Can something that does not bring you into relationship
bring any true delight, any deep “fun”?

Discuss amongst yourselves, beloved community.
I hope you let me overhear.